The pain

I've been busy explaining my act to many people especially those who close to me so that they dont misunderstood me.
What kind of answer I got? The same. None of them really accept me, they accept my decision because they cant go against me. Because if they did, they will lose me forever.
All this time, I've been around talking, easing other people pain. I look things in other people view.

How about my pain? Who gonna ease it for me?
Who gonna look at my point of view.

I'm tired. I've so many problems in my life.

All of them said that they feel sad. They think I'm happy? Stop look at me with that sad eyes. Stop saying you sad. but yes, they are right. I'm at fault and I'm only.